that's what's happening to me these days. oscillating between feeling totally inspired and then completely unmotivated. between cheerful with no reason and absolutely apathetic...
and have no time to be unmotivated. too many things going on. which usually is better than having too few, because you don't have time to think about stuff. but if you ever start thinking, then it's over. tchüss. everything else is absolutely fucked. start falling into my own destructive chain of thoughts.and i can look wherever i want, nothing is an inspiration anymore.
"If your everyday life seems poor, don't blame it; blame yourself; admit to yourself that you are not enough of a poet to call forth its richness; because for the creator there is no poverty and no poor, indifferent place."
once more quoting Rilke... wouldn't even need to, this time. guess i blame myself enough already.
boing boing boing...
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